Chicago-an coming tomorrow.

Maybe this will make me miss it more. Still going back next semester.

I'm giving it till Christmas to prove itself.

Otherwise....

We'll see.

Pretty sure you're not supposed to feel like this...

Hooray for waking up with more aches and pains than any human should have.

Everyone makes one mistake
One more time for old time's sake
One more time before the feeling fades
One that's born of memories
One more bruise you gave to me
One more test just how much can I take
You're not the one,
but you're the only one who can make me feel like this
You're not the one,
but you're the only one who can make me feel like shit
Something never meant to be
Everything you meant to me
Wake me when this punishment is done
Those who try and get away
From the one who gets away
Someone's always someone else's one
You're not the one
but you're the only one who can make me feel like this
You're not the one
but you're the only one who can make me feel like shit
Until the end of time In another life
Until the day I die
Just save it up for one more try
Save it for the next goodbye
We go on again off again on again off
You're not the one
but you're the only one who can make me feel like this
You're not the one
but you're the only one who can make me feel like shit

Get the fuck out of my head.

It's time to erase hilliard.

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I can't begin to express to you all how bored I am in this city. The only thing to do is drive around aimlessly, and you can't do much more than that because all of your money has to go to gas!! And I'm running OUT of money because I'm still working on getting my holiday job back. So until paychecks start rolling in again, I'm down to what's left between my savings and checking accounts, and it's not a whole hell of a lot.

I called Chris and Hannah from Chicago the other night. I almost cried when Chris answered the phone I was so happy. It felt good to hear the voice of someone from the world I live in....bizarre to think that I almost moved back here permanently to go to OSU. What do you think would have happened if I had?

I think I have like 3 friends in town at the moment, only one of whom actually calls, and when we go out all we do is waste money and complain about our lives. High heaven there's got to be something better than this. I'm tired of chasing ideas around to try and make plans. You want me, get me.